I think most unusual/unconventional clothing of any kind, in which I'd include dressing as a Goth, is trying to express a part of your own personality. That's a thing that some people, like me, find hard to do. Part of me would like to dye my hair pink, but I also worry "but what would people say?" I think you have had the courage to decide to explore a lot of different aspects of your personality via gendered clothes and that's positive for you (and interesting for those of us who see you or your piccies!)